Took me about 4 years to get out of a rut where everything was looked at from a cynical standpoint. Never was surrounded by narcissists, although I feel my SO can be quite the narcissist now, that has taken its own toll. I feel there are a lot of things I have missed out on, that I want to do now while I am still young.
I'm not so much worried about the momentary happiness, but more or less eternal happiness.
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